Friday, March 21, 2014

Hi 2014.

Hi everyone !
I've been forget here for so long.
It's not forget. But just like no time to update at all.
3rd sem gonna end soon. 
Just finished all the presentation, coursework, function party last week.
Maybe someone will ask "Function party" ?
Yes. You're right. 
Function party which is a coursework of us.
The whole class work together , plan a function together.

The theme of our class >> PYJAMAS !!
The only one among the 8 groups.
 Nothing much to say, just see the photos : )





Decoration.



Spot me ? 
The group photo with guest of that day.
Thanks for coming.


The only photo that day. 
Busy of control-ing the PA and IT system.
Since CHHSB, seems like my job is control this system huh ._.
But I really enjoyed it.
Play all the song that I like : )


Nice right ?
I'm just shocked on this effect.
Just a brightness edit.
And ended up with "WOW"
Love this picture ever : )





 Group photo. 
M1DHT4

Regards,
CATHRYN.

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

#THROWBACK 2013

It's been awhile that I didn't update my blog since SS5
Hrmpp.. It's not lazy or what, just feel that a little bit bored ?
Busy for stuffs, looking for part time job and also my final.

It is 31.12.2013
Last day in 2013
Time flies.
I had already graduated for one year.
#THROWBACK

Join PKLN
Kem Putra Sentosa, Sarawak.











I only been with them within 3 months.
NS life wasn't bad if you really enjoyed it.
The GREAT memories in 2013.

                                                   
Fern ask me to watch SIWON CHOI :D


                                             
I can't remember the feeling that he held my hand.
I just remember that my hand was cold enough and his hand is too big and warm
WARM my heart , seriously.

And I start my college life also.
Meet a gang of friends.
Happy or sad ,
it happened through ourselves.
It's doesn't type by words or say by mouth.
It's like a hurt that inside our heart and no one will remember it again.

 



 They help me to celebrate my 18th birthday.
No too much of wishes
No present
Just a cake.
Thank you guys : )

Maybe we didn't say,
Maybe we didn't act,
But who knows, 
we CARE.


FERN. ELF friends.
It's glad that we shout for our boys.


That day. 
Film capturing for our boy - DONG DONG HAE

                       



The very FIRST concert in my life.
I shout , I cry , I laugh and I enjoy it very much.
FULL of LOVE
My boys.
It's been so long ago that I love them and I just only see them through photos or mv
A very precious present and memories for me.


Of cause. I went TLJ too.
Hyuk's bakery in Korea.
How good if you're there ?
Just wait. I will go and find you, one day.



                                         

And her. 
A friend that I really appreciate it.
Yes. It's true that we both only know each other about 7 months
But the feeling is I think that is.. We know each other seems like long time ago.
异于常人的默契 
共同点多到不行的她
Thanks GOD to let me know her in my life.
Let our friendship be FOREVER and EVER LONGER

oh ya, the DREAM. 
We better achieve it  : ) Hahaha


Last , 
as first I thought that 2013 really are not my year.
Too much things happened.
Until I scared and can't afford seriously.

But when I throwback my 2013 , 
it wasn't too bad for me.
GOD give me so much of present.
I appreciate it.

THANKS GOD :^)

Hey 2014 !
Please treat me better than 2013.
I want a better life.




Sunday, November 24, 2013

仲夏夜之梦 -- 1123 SS5 in MALAYSIA 后记

This will be a very very long post in Chinese.
纠结了很久,在想自己该不该写后记。
想了又想,还是把这一切写出来,这是我的回忆啊。


23.11.2013
我想 这是我最开心 最幸福的夜晚
2013年发生了太多太多不好的事
可是在年末 你们来了
来和我们结婚了

强势的Mr.Simple作为开场,
应援声蛮大声的 ((我坐山顶啊
听现场 和听音频的 感觉真的很不一样啊
曺圭贤的声音很温暖 :)

--自我介绍 --
原本很期待 "神童最棒" 的排字应援的
结果一大堆空位留给了嘉宾 - -
很遗憾 也很伤心
金厉旭 貌似没有很high
就只有微笑
李晟敏 真的很可爱啦啦啦
你是30代吗?
然后
 李东海说了一连串的英文
什么宝贝之类的 是基本
还有 Enjoy the show 和 Muackzzz
崔始源还是一样帅 和上次我看到的他有点不一样
上次 是那么的接近
这次 离我好遥远
还学了李东海的 Muackzz

曺圭贤 我可以吐槽你的英文吗
哈哈哈
我觉得 他是想说中文 可是又一直不要说 - -
金希澈 真的很美
自我介绍是 >>牛奶皮肤金希澈,我们爱你金希澈
Henry 英文介绍欸
我还以为你会用中文
周觅 唯一用中文和我们打招呼的
我快感动死 T.T
李赫宰也是用英文+马来文 

-- 表演--
从来没想过 马来西亚场会有墨纸的
听到大云的声音
前奏的第一个音符一下
眼睛湿湿的
那是咸咸的



女装反串 也是吓到我
还以为也是没有的
这里是马来西亚啊
可是有个security说 
看到我都想吐 - -
尼玛 不爽就不要看
我在那边很high 突然吐一句这样的东西 
你有想过我们是以怎样的心态来看这场演唱会的吗? - -

我直接无视他
继续看我的 崔丹菲 金佳人 BADA旭 还有 泫敏



Trap会唱中文版 是完全出乎意料之外
SJ-M 完全都是唱中文版的啊

其实坐山顶 看到的很清楚
只是我真的没有很享受整场concert
友族同胞一直进进出出 - -
我想好好看他们都不行啊

--应援--
准备了那么多的应援
最最成功的是daydream的
中间还排了个爱心
聪明的李晟敏先生 看出来了
就说是 哈特 哈特
超开心的
崔始源拿了 "Never Leave U"的手副啊
激动死 T.T

Marry U
手副应援也满成功的
他们看到了手副上的字
念出来了

So I 应援也满不错的
假眼泪 
手副
李东海是大暖男
让我们不要哭
说什么 你们哭的话,我也会哭的

李赫宰眼睛里泛泪光
是感动了吧
说了马来西亚给他们准备了太多礼物

崔始源就说为什么马来西亚只有一场
SS6会有两场的
圭贤就问 你喜欢我吗?
理所当然是回答 Yess 啊
他就 Alright Alright -.-
可是 后面说的话 很虐人
说我们都长大了
说我们以后会有自己的家庭什么的
然后说以后要带你的孩子来看演唱会之类的
我说 曺圭贤
我活了那么久 都没有男朋友
那你不如来当我的男朋友
我的终身幸福就靠你啦 ((真的就好咯 T.T

然后 Henry说了 I love you Malaysia :D
周觅就说了
我们成员们都很爱你们 马来西亚。

李赫宰说 我们来做个约定 ((用韩文哦 xD
说SS6还会在来的 你们也会来吗
整场直接说ne ((翻译还没说话
他傻眼了 问我们你们听得懂韩文哦
回答当然还是一样

坦白说 我会学韩文是因为你们
你们给了我动力去学韩文啊
马来西亚场好像和以前不一样了
大家变得合作
去完成每项应援
满满的宝蓝海 (( 虽然有些是来看爽的 - - 又没举手副 又没有手灯
我相信 老公们是很感动
一个又一个的推特和微博
金钟云看到的小黄和小紫
3点多 我们还在场外晒太阳的时候
他推了
这是说不出的感动。
"Malaysia Super Elf"
你给我们起的
别的国家没有的名字 你给了我们
下次SS6 会不会有你的身影啊?


不管什么阻碍 就是阻止不了我对你们的爱
演唱会后遗症 我真的好想好想你们 :'(
怎么办?能不能有任意门 让我再看你们一次就好
真的一次就好。

说好的 SS6 会再见
约定好
谁也不准反悔
曺圭贤老公
我们SS6见 :)

-- END --
迟了的后记
下次我再也不要坐山顶了
下次 摇滚区 或 第一排
存钱呗亲
吃面包就好了啦
减肥 外加存钱去看老公

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

S.T.R.E.S.S

From when..
I become so stress ?
I can't really speak it out.
Everything just hide inside my mind.
Those words.. Those feelings..
Those secret..
我说了 我只和我信任的人说

强颜欢笑 是件好事
或许 是很辛苦 
或许 是不开心
这世界有太多的或许
你不去 承担
到最后辛苦的还是你自己

This me is not the real me
It's not fake but I think there's something changes ?
Something mature
Something quiet.
I can really told you that
I don't even know what should I talk so that I won't hurt anyone
So the choice is
KEEP QUIET
That's all ,right ?
Don't you think that the ways that wouldn't hurt someone is to shut your mouth ?


宝贝 你来为我加油打气 好不好
我快不能呼吸了
我不知道自己应该怎么做、怎样做才是对的
我慌了、乱了,
然而身边却没有一个能让我相信的人
你来帮帮我 好不好
即使不说话
陪着我就够了


Feel that I am so stupid
Keep caring others feelings ,
but who care for me ?
H A H A


Okay. STOP for EMO.
I should prepare for this Saturday SS5
My Super Junior is coming to townnnnnn :D


Tuesday, November 12, 2013

It's SEM 2.




Sem 2 had been started for 2 months.
So far so good.
The problem that I faced is not than easy , I don't know why I am stress enough ?
It's like everything is behind me , I don't know why I'm so emotional , so stress until I become like a lonely guy.

Everything is going too fast,
I'm trying my best to catch it up.
The stress, the assignment and all ,
makes me just wanna be the perfect.

Maybe you can't understand that why I am angry with it.
But who knows ?
This totally makes troubles for me.
Upset , not happy and emotional affects my mood when I'm doing something.

I aim to be perfect , but ends up with nothing.
Do you think that I can't be upset of it ?
The feelings that can't understand by everyone.
So , please stop thought that you're understand me.
Even though I also not clear what I am thinking of. Seriously.

有些事 在乎了又怎样
有些事 自己扛就好

When I saw that my friend mentioned me that "有我在"
You don't ever know that the feelings
So warm
Warm though my heart
There will be someone waiting for me
We laugh , we smile and we stress.
We have the same character
My twitter is full of her
She make me happy more than upset.

没有经历过 你又怎么敢说 你是多么的痛苦
不能呐喊的痛 才是最痛的
说出来 不代表什么 
只是 又有谁能站在我的立场想想

Everything was start with expectations and ended up with disappointment.


I wonder where is the crazy me ?
The happy me ?
And the strong me.

I do miss the old me.
The old me...
Sometimes ,
I do want to disappear and see if would anyone miss me.
But I know, there's no one will wait or miss me.
That's it.
I can always be alone.
Always.


The *fake* smile

别把自己想得太伟大
要知道
在别人的世界里
不管你做得多好
你都只是个配角而已。

Saturday, September 28, 2013

EUNHAE's FAN IS HERE !!!!

Hello peeps :D
It was a bright evening for me.
I am so damn happy.
Zhi Fern invite me to the "witheunhae fan's gathering" for capture the video for Mr.Lee DongHae

Let's photo do some talk.








Have a lot of fun there : )
Video capture success ! Give me some RP to buy SS5 ticket.
I need money !
I need RP !
I need support !

Going to marry with THEM <3 br="">
 Photo cr: Yeewen Elf


只要初心还在,就永远不会离开。